Failure
Lately, I have had the heavy burden of feeling like a failure. I feel like I can't get ahead in life, and at my measly 26 years of age, I feel as if I should be ahead of my time. As of late, I can feel my depression rearing its ugly face again, and I don't know how to tame it. I overthink everything and I cannot help it. Yesterday, at work, I had to excuse myself to the restroom so that I could have a mild breakdown in peace. -My brain is telling me I'm no-good, that I should be further in life than I am now, I should have a hoard of children now, I should be done with school, and should have my career choice started already instead of working in a fucking gas station, and my bank account balance should be six digits, not negative. -Instead, my heart is telling me, this is just a stepping stone, everyone goes their own pace, I had a miscarriage a few years ago and God is trying to heal me again before I have children, I'm in school (college) again for the third time b...